millimeter monster

09:05 pm: this thing
this is the best icon i ever had and there ever was
im at school i am missing kates show thats is dumb
i wish i could get this paper done
i heard bad news the other day at lest it wasnt my own
i need to start jerking off in funny places again i did that
the otehr day it was good

10:34 pm: i feel like a child
2008
2007 was 365 day
i have a funny feeling 2008 will be a little longer
i learn to sake hands
and work work work wokr wokrowkrokwokroworkworkworkworkworkworkwrwkworwrowrwkrwkr
drink less mybe
most likley not
i need a place to live
i still feel like a child maybe thats ok

10:22 pm: stick a fork in me

12:39 am: xx xx xxxxxxx
xx xx xx xx xx xx xx xx xx xx xx xx xx x xx x x x
i coming home very soon im glad
lets kill ourselfs
when i get home i want some one to give me a pearl necklace

10:24 pm: booty booty booty rocking every where rock rocking every where
my new favorite song is "rock on " by david essex if you dont know it .... know it
to day was my mid term crit it was good they told me to do drawings that shock me so i will
or i wont
im a little homesick but its fine
i kinda want to get drunk but no one want to go out and i have no booze in the house fuck it
the time is now 22:28 im used to the way they do time here
i walk though a cow feild every day
i feel a little empty not really im just kinda getting bored
this is not new york i tell my self that like 5 times a day
i got some carbon paper today move over darger
also the last painting i did was called darger geart escape ... i like it
have more fun

04:51 pm: i think i might shoot myself in the next ten seconds
im only halk kidding
so make that five seconds
im sick of the GO team
i dont know how to fucking paint
fuck you damien hrust
even if i kinda like you
today i was looing at pictures of alana having fun and whated to have fun
here is fun but not right now
these people need to start geting wasted
oh well
theres nothing stoping me
i make paintings i like them
not today
thats fine
if no one ever touched me again that whould be fine
ill be 22 in less then a month i dont really care about that
how are you noah i miss living in the same town as you
this keybord if puting up a dissent fight tonight
i lied it only about four O'clook here
niggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggernigger
niggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggernigger
the was for old times sake
yesterday i did a painting here i put a tampon in blue water then glued on the backing from a picture frame and wrote under it "the blue period." HA!!!!!!!!!!! mother fuckers
nigger
tell me that you miss me

08:23 pm: a thing you could know about me is that i hate italian people a lot
some italians are shooting off fireworks really close to my house right now i think becuase columbus day is this monday. fuck all italian people, such a disgusting worthless culture that is basically only pure theft and deciet and awful horrible shit that makes me want to throw up onto the floor. if youre italian and youre reading this fuck off and go light some fireworks you nearsighted fuck!

01:24 pm: this is an old picture of my before i gre a face
im in ireland
it is fine
every where is the same as everywhere eles
i dont know what to draw pictres of today
i have no ciggerates ill shall buy some
Western societies.

01:58 am: back on the block
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second of all - i think i miight moive back home and commute to sva or purchase if my other plans dont work out and dont give a fuck about your thoughts on this matter

02:25 pm: hey mother fuckers

im tring to kill time between classes
i usally go to the bar
but i have sept all my money at the bar
so i wish someone would by me a drink
but everyone is in class and or not 21
so here i am sober as a loon
seems like waste of some good old fashion afternoon drinking time but
i'lll have to deal with it

i need to get some better surffaces to paint on
some masonite or somthing
im sure i speeled that wong

dick cheny's not dead
dont really care either way

09:15 pm: who is tvsexdeath

what to people do these days

to do list:
- get a job
-get a place to live at school
- start having fun again
- stop think just making to-do lists is geting somthing dont that day
- stop being so hard on my self cuse its really holding me back
-relize that the the mmost honest thing if said in a while
-get a job
-hang out with my friends



where the paties at




katy just texted me from inside my house
i did not knwo she was here

06:21 pm: so im back for the summer
and ive got nothing to do
i wish ther where somthing
id like to go over seas that would be really nice
i dont know
where is every one !

09:17 pm: fuck

03:28 pm: its really nice when you find that a one hit wonder has a lot of better songs
coming home for anderw 21st brithday i think
i also think imgoing to canada this weekend im not sure
i hope so
i want to make out with hot french boys

coffee poops

04:29 pm: saw japther last night
its was alright lots of new songs that i did not know
and a very short set as they always do
but i danced and had fun
was not that drunk
im gonna go pass freshman year now see ya

07:46 am: shut up and calm down

12:22 pm: winter have come and gone......so calm down
sit on my shoulders
braid my hair
stop steling when you get drunk
do you belive in the teachings of jesus
i dont knwo eitherhere
i should go wash my clothes
i kinda wnat some aderol
death from above makes me feel like a person im not
thats dumb
am i gonna go to culture shock
most likely
i love all my friends
even if i dont see them anymore
even if they have abe come a little anit social
they better get of it or them selfs witch ever it is
we all better get over ourselfs
live in a hole for a while
i would like to circle pit and then make out
i want it all
i kinda wish i could get drunk
all the time
all in due time
black history month has come and gone

05:00 pm: i wis i had some better friends out here
im gonna go see the family stone tonight
insted of painting class
i still need to get my last of 3 scupltures to the school so they can be juged for a show
but its so fucking hev and i dont havea car
why i never got my lisence ill never know
well i do know
im lazy and dont care
i wish i chould move things with my mind
theres no H chould
eat my shit
not taking any acdemics next semester im not really this one ehtier
i love mkaeing bad chioces that will come back to bite me in the ass
im so good at that
dont care!

11:43 pm: nope

09:32 pm: i have a6 page paer due tomrwomr at 830 for art history and i have yet to start it
and im not going to
im a rebel